Oh man..finally i've found his blog. !The one that I feel most challenging for me. Yet, really2 a challenge on me..
I found his blog at Valerie's blog..
I've go through some of his post. One of the post, he 'boom' me..
criticize on me badly..
he said i am extremist though!
arghh..who cares..maybe what he said is right.but i just hate when it comes I can't explain very well. He such a challenge. But do i need to argue with things that I dont see it will give a better world. I don't know. He know more than me. His English more powerful by me. By mean, I am suck with English. That's I know. Yet, what he said, i know one of the word is a harsh word well if he mocking on me, perhaps i dont realize it because I don't understand what the heck he is talking about.
but what if, I can give good explaination, and at least give STRONG arguement. I just hate, to be the one that looks like dumb. I don't care if he can't accept I know he will hard to accept and argue more and more. I don't really know what type of person he was. Seems from his blog, I can get some picture of him. Hmm..once, i ever pray for him. I put him in my doa. I hope he will got Hidayah. He such a critical in thinking. If he get the taufiq, I think he can change the world. But i can't accept human just use their LOGIC thinking, to reason something. In some degree, everything in this live need reason, but you can't dig the reason until the very deep beneath one. Your minds are not beyond it.
Actually, it's being a month I don't open the thread. I know he will reply for my last comment. I just afraid that I can't answer if he question me more. I afraid I will spent so much time on him, worry what and how to answer, and somehow, I afraid I can't answer him very well. Am I coward? Yeah. I think a bit perhaps in some angle. But after this, I will try to take a look what had happen. After a month I keep silent. Yet, in his blog, SILENT IS A STUPID VIRTUE. Oh...'bang' on me again..it's harsh but I need to accept it. I can't stay longer like this. This world need to be justified. By all means, human in this world getting more ridiculous.
All need reason and prove. I agree with that. TO give those reason to question that hard to give reason, you need to understand. If I am talking to people that not understand it's hard. Vice versa.
It's really challenging. I don't really like to argue. Although I am a debater before. But to argue well, in certain thing I need in-depth knowledge, But i dont have that for now.
By all means, i think, i just need to argue well, make it clear, and don't be afraid. Be fair. and Stand firm with what I believe. Why should I AFRAID of if I know I reveal the TRUTH? What
should I be afraid of? Hmm..maybe it just what in myself. Saya tak takut nak berkata benda yang benar, tapi saya takut cara saya menyampaikan perkara yang benar tu, membuatkan benda yang benar tu tak tersampai.
It is hard isn't it?
But how I say, should be more cautious. MOre careful. I don't want to make mistake that makes me stupid. If i do make mistake, I should learn. But i dont care, if i'm on the right track, and i know i reveal the truth and if he feel the 'truth' is such a stupid thing, that he can't accept by his LOGIC and reasoning, I won't care.
It is just, for the time being, I hope in every thing I said, it can bring to good thing. By All means. I don't know, maybe it should come from heart. Sincere heart. hmm...i don't know how. I am trying to learn and develop more. Gain knowledge so that i have stuff to stand for. Not just cakap atas angin. The only thing i lack for now is KNOWLEDGE..Oh..how bad i feel sometimes. Really bad.
Allah Please Help ME.
The only way to speak more about islam and deliver well to them
is by having GOOD COMMAND in ENGLISH!
I need to practice at least writing something from now, DAILY! To improve my language,
and some more, why should I be afraid? Come on. Tell him what in your mind. Be BRAVE to tell him what you believe but just dont ask him or dont ask people to accept it though.
THis is now what I learnt. Every people have DIFFERENT PERCEPTION, DIFFERENT UNDERSTANDING, DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEWS. I just need to accept it. But I will not agree and accept with other people who not agree with me. I accept the person but I don't accept his/ her idea. Fair enoughh. My belief won't change. It's not to win for over the arguement. It is just to show how the truth is true.