Ahad, Jun 10


Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bertaqwalah kepada Allah dan carilah wasilah (jalan) yang boleh menyampaikan kepadaNya (dengan mematuhi perintahNya dan meninggalkan laranganNya); dan berjuanglah pada jalan Allah (untuk menegakkan Islam) agar kamu beruntung. Al-Maidah 5:35
With this in mind, I hope may the step that I took bring me closer to Allah. It just one of the means but not the only means. I put my trust in Him. to Him, all matters return. 
 - everjihad 

سبل السلام

Sahih International
By which Allah guides those who pursue His pleasure to the ways of peace and brings them out from darknesses into the light, by His permission, and guides them to a straight path.
Dengan (Al-Quran) itu Allah menunjukkan jalan-jalan keselamatan serta kesejahteraan kepada sesiapa yang mengikut keredhaanNya, dan (dengannya) Tuhan keluarkan mereka dari gelap-gelita (kufur) kepada cahaya (iman) yang terang-benderang, dengan izinNya; dan (dengannya juga) Tuhan menunjukkan mereka ke jalan yang lurus.

be forgetful to be forgiven


This morning I get mad at her. again and again. Am I hot-tempered person? I don't know. but truly I cannot stand with a person that losing 'common sense'. That truly annoying and get me irritated.

However, in another side, looking bad at myself, I still have a long way to go.
Living with her really taught me patience, and 'berlapang dada'. Imagine if one day I'm going to be a mother, insha Allah, and I'm still with this character that just smash a person once he/she get me irritated, what will happen to the kid? 

Truly it's not easy to self-restrain. It is easier to burst the anger out rather than to keep it. 

and she start mumbled, 'why everyone hates her'. 
'Oh ya, you are so irritating and annoying, that's why!', my heart whisper.

But truly I'm pity at her. It's not her fault for not having 'common sense'. 

She reminds me to my old self, when I still kiddo and how all my sisters keep on scolding me day and nights. Everything I do, there must something wrong to them. Not to say my mum. She is legend in scolding me day and night. That is how I grew up and learning what is 'common sense'.

I believe she never been scolded and told what is hygiene and what is common sense. Unfortunately she is an orphan, her mum died when she still child.

I feel bad but I'm just a normal human that has flaw by her own.

Too bad, Since I just read Quran last night and Allah promised for those who forgive other people's fault, Allah will forgive him/her.

I believe I did much misdeed that truly breach the 'common sense' in Allah's sight. But never Allah 'smash' me or yell and say, "You are annoying".

Dan segeralah kamu kepada (mengerjakan amal-amal yang baik untuk mendapat) keampunan dari Tuhan kamu, dan (mendapat) Syurga yang bidangnya seluas segala langit dan bumi, yang disediakan bagi orang-orang yang bertaqwa;Iaitu orang-orang yang mendermakan hartanya pada masa senang dan susah, dan orang-orang yang menahan kemarahannya, dan orang-orang yang memaafkan kesalahan orang. Dan (ingatlah), Allah mengasihi orang-orang yang berbuat perkara-perkara yang baik; { 3:133-134 }

Truly Allah is The Most forgivenl and I have to learn that character. Not easily to be mad to anyone,  don't simply yell to people that really hit my 'red button' even so I used to be yelled once upon time ago.

hew hew.. sah Qurratul ni not yet pass to step in another step. U've a lot to learn, Qur and a long wayy to go.

3 days to go
before I leave this place

Neptune 2, #Suite 1069
209 Fort York Boulevard

sinar baru


hati ini
tidak akan pernah berhenti
memulakan langkah berani
demi memelihara diri
memperhalus pekerti

demi Ilahi
ku sahut seruan suci

demi Ilahi
aku yakin pasti
tiada resah membayangi
kerana ketetapan-Nya sudah pasti

dan aku mahu gegas berlari
mendapatkan redha Ilahi
yang menanti
seluas langit dan bumi

It just one of the way,
to reach The Most Glorify
but not the only way.

I don't mind what will be
soon or later

It is not about who, how, where, when
since everything already written up there
what will be, sure will be.

what is not, sure will not
regardless how hard I try to get there.

I've nothing to lose!

no matter what
it's already there.

smile :)

kredit: m

may Allah purify this heart. 

message sent @ 11:44pm,
090612 Neptune 2, Toronto.