Leave your prejudice!

I believe.
When you believe He is The Most Forgiveness
Repent is the only way for you to have a fresh 'start'


To have a fresh start, it means
to move foward and forget everything you’ve done
to have anything that u never have before - perhaps His Bless -
to sacrifice things that you 'love' but not things that you need
to let go anything that not your own but His own

anything it is, what is done is done
and it can't be undone if u don't like it.
but there's always room for CHANGE..
all the great experience u've had, the ups and downs..
those are precious..
something to treasure and to ponder upon treading a different path..
sometimes past mistakes will haunt us
and make us afraid to move foward
to run to the happiness
instead of 'happiness' of right now
whereas actually, you know something that maybe many people dont even know bout it
fears are there to be conquered..
our own faults, our own mistakes,
should not be the stone for us to proceed to gain His Bless
and get out from the 'darkness' of the life

However, can a fresh start really be a fresh start?

Yes. It can be.

Things you do will still haunt you
but remember it is a part of life that you need to live with it.
what had past, is qadho' and qadha. sudah suatu ketetapan.
He had set all that.
but in future and right now,
Allah knows everything.
You never know what is good for you
even you never know what is set for you
so please dont make conclusion
dont make judgement
dont prejudice to yourselve, and to Him
and what in your heart is much more important
and also what you are doing

Things you lose, you will gain back
Things you sacrifice will demand it’s pay
Because Paradise is only open to one that willing to pay
and also from His rahmat

Things you let go will occasionally come back
It will happen when you choose it to be.

There's always have such thing as 'Fresh start'
as you choose it
you choose the way that could lead your life out from darkness

You got one chance to live
One chance to make any decision
Live with it
Live with your decision
Learn from the consequences
Suffer from the catastrophes

Clocks are ticking clockwise
Nothing, nothing you can do to make it reversed

Live with the decision
Yes you could. create yourr life as you wish.
but to have a life as Allah's wish is rhe main thing
It is not easy as ABC
but it also not so hard to do as long as you know
what is the most essential thing in this life - His Bless -
as you will return to Him at last.

How to have a fresh start?
You dont need a start
because you've already started your life

and when u didnt want me
I wanted you because
The funny things about it is
I Iiked the show
I like it when it's difficult
I like it when it's hard
Then you know it's worth it
That you found your heart
Finding your heart

Definisi Cinta itu Dinamik

bila kita berbicara soal cinta, skopnya luas dan dinamik.

melalui kata2 saja, seseorang boleh jatuh hati.
namun apakah cinta itu bersalah? sedangkan cinta itu terlalu suci. namun sering kesucian cinta ternoda dengan titik-titik hitam jahiliyah. cinta yang berpandu dan berunsur nafsu semata.

asas cinta itu patut membuat kita tenteram dan tenang. cinta sumber ketenangan dan kebahagian.

entah kenapa ya aku mula memikirkan untuk berbicara soal cinta. cinta mempunyai kuasa luar biasa. membuat diri lebih bertenaga. malah cinta menyalurkan tenaga yang cukup luar biasa.

ada sesuatu y menarik perhatian ketika berchatting dgn seorang hamba Allah semalam. cinta pada orang berilmu. tak perlu kan sebab. rasa tenang dan seronok tengok dia. rasa sayang sangat sampai rasa nak nangis. sayangnya tak terkata. kalaulah dapat rasa mcm tu setiap kali balik dari kerja jumpa pasangan.. masyaAllah tak tau nak kata apa dah..

smpai begitu sekali ye.

i'm thinking. based on a few articles that i read today about cinta - nikah - n so on..and this week i could feel more to like a lovely feeling. teringat pada seorang akhowat.walau pertama kali jumpa, dah terbit rasa sayang. rindu nak jumpa lagi. rasa tenteram bila bersamanya.

the theory is is simple i think. bukankan dalam Quran ada kata,

dengan mengingati Allah, hati itu akan menjadi tenteram

based on that, bila kita dekat dengan orang yang mengingatkan kita pada Allah, nescaya kita pun secara tak langsung berasa tenteram dan tenang bila bersama dia. sebab tu timbul rasa sayang. we feel secured, protected. even not physically.

same as manusia. cinta yang berasaskan cinta Ilahi itulah sumber ketenangan abadi.

some quote from somewhere i read;

"Kenapa kita menyintai seseorang (berlawanan jenis)? Syukur Alhamdulillah jika kita menyintai seseorang itu kerana Allah, ini cinta yang suci dan agung. Cinta semata-mata kerana inginkan keredhaan dariNya. Cinta kerana ingin mendekatkan diri kepadaNya. Cinta kepada dia kerana yakin dia boleh membangkitkan semangat kita untuk berjuang mendapatkan keredhaan dari Allah. Cinta kepada dia kerana dia yang mendorong rasa rindu kepada Allah. Cinta kepada dia kerana dia yang mampu menjamin kenikmatan dan kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat. Cinta kepada dia kerana dia yang sanggup bersusah payah, suka dan duka bersama kita berjihad menuju jalan Allah. Cinta kepada dia kerana dialah insan yang berkemampuan untuk menyambung zuriat kita, melahirkan anak2 yang soleh dan solehah. Cinta kepada dia kerana dia juga mencintai Allah.

Alhamdulillah..Jika kita di kurniakan cinta yang sebegini, maka rugilah kita jika kita menolak cinta ini.

Tapi..sebanyak mana orang yang mampu menyintai kita kerana sebab2 itu semata-mata? cinta itu tidak salah. Puji-pujian kepada Allah, syukur hanya kepada Dia jika kita di anugerahkan rasa cinta dan dicintai seindah ini. Alhamdulillah. Bagaimana kalau dia cintakan kita kerana sebab-sebab berikut? Dia mungkin cintakan kita kerana kita ni cantik, tubuh kita ramping dan menggoda, dia mungkin cintakan kita kerana pertuturan kita yang lemah lembut, kerana suara kita yang merdu. Dia mungkin mencintai kita kerana mata kita yang indah, bak kata pepatah, dari mata turun ke hati. Dia mencintai kita mungkin kerana kelincahan kita, kerana kecekapan kita. Dia mungkin mencintai kita kerana kebijaksanaan kita berdebat meluah pendapat. Dia menyintai kita mungkin kerana wang kita dan harta kita, atau kerana karier kita yang membanggakan atau macam2 lagi sebab.

Tapi, bagaimana kalau tiba2 Tuhan takdirkan kita bisu..adakah dia yang menyintai kita kerana kemerduan dan kepetahan kita akan masih menyintai kita? Bagaimana kalau Tuhan takdirkan kita buta..adakah dia yang menyintai kita kerana tajamnya panahan mata kita akan masih menyintai kita? Bagaimana kalau Tuhan takdirkan kaki kita kudung, lumpuh tidak mampu bergerak, adakah dia yang menyintai kita kerana kelincahan kita akan tetap menyintai kita? Bagaimana kalau tiba2 muka kita cacat, tidak lagi secantik dulu..atau berkedut sana sini, adakah dia masih menyintai kita? Bagaimana pula kalau kiranya kita di takdirkan tidak dapat melahirkan anak? Adakah dia yang mencintai kita kerana kita melahirkan zuriat untuknya akan terus menyintai kita? Mungkin juga tidak…kerana cinta kpd sesuatu yg ada pada kita, bermakna cintakan suatu yang tidak kekal, yang bermaksud, boleh di rampas olehNya yg berhak bila2 masa sahaja. Semua itu hanyalah pinjaman. Dan cinta itu sendiri juga suatu pinjaman. Suatu nikmat yang boleh di tarik bila-bila masa sahaja."

tapi cinta itu sebenarnya tak perlu bersebab. setuju?

cukuplah cinta itu dapat memberi sebuah kebahagiaan.
tidak semestinya dengan orang yang banyak ilmu agama baru tumbuh rasa cinta. cukup sekadar hanya melihat/ bersama dia kita berasa tenang dan tenteram. kerana hati itu hanya akan tenteram bila mengingatiNya.
pokok pangkal cinta itu akan menuju Tuhan yang menciptakan rasa cinta itu jua. di situlah cinta hakiki.

InsyaAllah, aku tidak akan sekali2 menerima cinta kerana suatu yang tidak pasti. Aku pasti akan menyintai, dan dicintai..tapi Tuhan, jika Kau takdirkan aku jatuh cinta, Kau jatuhkanlah cintaku ini kepada dia yang mencintaiku kerana Mu.

Wallahu'alam.
11.52PM
Sunday night.

As long as you know

In life, there are only 4 BASIC principles

You know what is good (pahala {I don’t know what is it in English}), what is bad (sin)

You know what is Halal (can do) what is HARAM (cannot do or shouldn’t be near to). You know that there is a heaven and hell. Where you do good you can get into heaven, when you do bad, you can get into hell. But here, nobody knows His Qadar. Keep in mind, only by a prayer [du’a] can change the qadho’. That’s the power of du’a as Allah stated. Although Allah set everything but He still has His Mercy for His servant. As we still can has a part, and only He we should pleased for His Mercy. You are not going to heaven or hell by only your own deed but it is all because of His Mercy on you.

You know that you will DIE. You know that your life not everlasting. And you never know when you are going to die. You want to enjoy? What’s the purpose of your life? What’s the meaning of life to you? After you die, no one could help you unless what you did when you are alive.

4 things. As long u know, dosa pahala, syurga neraka you will always be good.
As long as you know why you are{ a servant. a creature that the most decent that made by cement} , you will always remember the purpose of yourlife and the matter of life.

Be good to others. Be good to anyone. No big nose. No greediness. No selfishness. As you know, perhaps you will die by the time after this, or tomorrow.

This is what a muslim believes as he believe there is a day of Hereafter. Where all our deed will be count either good or bad. Because of that, we cannot do bad things no matter to ourselve, or other people and things.Rich people should help the poor, as their wealth is a TEST and a responsibility. It is not just for fun and play.

Well ya, perhaps some people think we muslim just believe nonsense. A thing that you can't see for real. Now let's look, if you believe it's not a matter of fact. It can make sense to make you believe in something. I believe no one has a power that Allah The Almighty. He the one that I pleased that has power on us. Why?

A baby was born and a kid or an old man is dying, both has no power to hold or to postpone their deliver or death. not even a single second. They have no power on their own body. Then who the one that has the power? You tell me.


Fair enough. I should be good to myself and my parents right now. -_-

p/s: to be really a damn GOOD child one, not easy task for me same as to be a GOOD SERVANT. The only reason, I should not only because of mercy but because I please Him I do.

[mode: struggling]