tika hari itu

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tika hari bahagia itu

aku mahu pakaian yang terindah

bukan hanya sekadar gaun putih menawan

bukan solekan tebal yang menutup segala cela di muka

bukan jua berandamkan manik-manik mutiara

bukan perhiasan dunia yang hanya bersifat sementara

bukan perhatian manusia hina yang ku damba

Demi Tuhanku,

aku mahu pakaian taqwa

aku mahu jaga waspada

aku mahu pakaian taqwa

biar apapun yang mereka kata

aku tetap aku

aku mahu menjadi aku

aku mahu percaya diriku

andai tiada siapa mahu setuju denganku

biar saja Allah menentu

aku tahu siapa aku

dan aku tahu kenapa aku begitu

keranaa itu

aku perlukan ruang buat diriku

aku butuhkan pertolongan Tuhanku

menunjukkan jalan-Nya padaku

saatnya yang kumahu

buktikan pada mereka

aku tak perlukan pakaian yang hina

kerana aku sudah cukup mulia

dengan pakaian dari syurga

tidak perlu kau bersungguh

cuba menggugah pendirianku

kerna tidak mahu aku berganjak

dari terus menjadi diriku

inilah aku!

terimalah aku seadanya

hormati aku apa adanya

dan kasihi aku kerana-Nya

jangan kau biar maruah aku tercemar hina

lantaran dunia yang meleka

jangan kau biar aku menjadi alat mereka

diperalat sebagai bahan hukuman jaja

untuk dikata dusta nan hina

aku bukan permainan mereka

yang kau bisa katakan apa saja

yang kau bisa melempar segala kata

aku dan diriku

berdirinya aku
hanyalah kerana Tuhanku

jangan kau cela aku pada wajah rahsia

jangan kau cela aku pada nama

kerana kau tak pernah kenal diriku siapa

kerana kau tidak pernah kenal hidup diriku untuk apa

takkan ku biar segala

ruang fitnah berleluasa

selagi kudrat ada dari Yang Esa

walau dunia sudah tiba penghujung cerita

dikala aku mahu menjaga

dengan penuh waspada

biarlah aku dengan langkahku

jangan kau pasung mati langkahku ini

kelak engkaukah
yang akan disoal di hari kemudian?

jawab pertanyaanku!

kelak adakah engkau
yang akan menanggung segala tindak tandukku?

Tidak!

Bahkan tidak sekali-kali!

kelak aku
yang bakal dihukum atas segala tingkah laku

engkau tak mungkin
menanggung apa yang aku perlaku

dan aku tak mungkin menanggung dosa pahalamu

oleh itu

biarlah aku dengan langkahku

biarkan aku dengan pendirianku

biarkan aku membentang langkahku

biarkan aku melebarkan sayapku

biarkan aku mencipta bahagiaku

biarkan aku menanggung deritaku

biarkan aku berjuang dengan hidupku

biarkan aku untuk tersenyum puas di penghujung cerita hidupku

biarkan aku puas hanya mencari dan mendamba redha Tuhanku

Biarkan aku menggapai awan cinta di langit syurga

biarlah..

biar dunia ini menyaksikan

kerana dunia ini sudah dicipta sedemikian

menjadi saksi ke atas  diriku

dan aku menjadi saksi ke atas mereka

atau segala apa yang diperbuat di muka bumi ini

dan Dia Maha Menyaksikan segala sesuatu

apa yang zahir dan luput dari hati

Madison Ave

5:04 pagi

Khamis

25/02/2010.

silam

coretan puisi di waktu silam ..

**

dakap aku erat-erat

gengam tanganku kemas-kemas

terjemahkan cintamu padaku

terjemahkan cinta Tuhanmu padaku

terjemahkan cintamu pada Tuhan

cinta ini perlu diterjemah

cinta ini perlu bukti

saat aku terkulai lemah

tariklah aku mara ke depan

tariklah aku memandang awan

memandang langit Ilahi yang terbentang luas

memandang alam semula jadi ciptaan Tuhan

katakan padaku,

AKU TIDAK BERSENDIRI

katakan padaku sayang

aku punya Tuhan

untuk BERDIRI

katakan padaku lagi

jangan lagi mengejar awan

kejarlah langit Ilahi yang seluas bumi

untuk kau menghirup udara suci

jangan dikejar cinta yang berdaki

kejarlah cinta yang suci

kudus rabbani

cinta yang luas dari lautan ini

yakin pasti

ini pilihan Tuhan.

aku bukan tiada pilihan

aku memilih

ini petunjuk Tuhan

buat aku untuk mencari

suatu kepastian

lantaran angkara syaitan

jangan dibiar berlarutan

meraja segenap teman

menguasai setiap haluan

ketepi kamu!

aku punya haluan

aku punya tujuan

tidak aku sia-sia Tuhan yang menciptakan

tidak aku dilahirkan tanpa berteman

jangan kau nafikan indahnya ciptaan Tuhan

jangan kau nafikan hidupan yang Tuhan jadikan

jangan kau nafikan fitrah hidup seorang insan

jangan kau nafikan tentang kebenaran

Itulah firman tuhan

laksanakanlah dengan penuh keyakinan

kelak kepada Tuhanmu jua engkau akan dikembalikan.

kepada Tuhanku,

aku panjatkan kesyukuran

kepada Tuhanku,

aku mohon kesucian

kepada Tuhanku,

aku mendamba ampunan.

Buktikan CINTA,

7.13PM

KHAMIS

25/2/2010

ketentuan

reminisence..

***

saat aku terasa punya kelemahan

saat itu ku rasa kau punya kelebihan

kelebihan atas segala kelemahan aku yang merencatkan

bisa saja jadi pelengkap kehidupan

kehidupan yang membahagiakan

ditambah seri restu redha dari Tuhan

yang menciptakan

lantas biarlah Tuhan menentukan

moga Dia bisa menunjuk jalan

jawapan demi jawapan sebagai panduan

agar bisa ada pilihan jua keputusan

dan aku mohon pada Ar-rahman

ikhlaskan hatiku sepanjang perjalanan

jangan ada bisikan syaitan

yang bertandang meneman

kerana yang ku dambakan

hanyalah redha |Tuhan

sebagai suatu kemulian

buat diriku hamba Tuhan

yang sudah cukup menghinakan.

Robarts Library

3:06AM

Thursday

4 Mac 2010

manis perlu mujahadah

somewhere I found..

untuk merasai kemanisan di akhirat bukanlah jalan yang mudah....

seringkali kita akan diuji dengan berbagai musibah tak lain tak bukan 

sebagai salah satu cara Allah ingin mentarbiah jiwa kita..mendidik iman kita....

Dunia bukanlah satu tempat kerehatan....

kehidupan di dunia memerlukan mujahadah....

segala-galanya datang dari Allah....

kita akan sentiasa bahagia bila kita dapat merasakan 

sesuatu yang menimpa kita adalah datang dari Allah sebagai tanda 

Allah ingin kita selalu berdamping denganNYA....

bersyukurlah kerana Allah telah memilih akak untuk berjuang demi mencari redhoNya....

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hiasan diri

pada suatu masa dahulu, aku ada mencoret puisi ini..

aku tidak perlu menghias diri

untuk membuatmu tertawan padaku

kerana aku sudah sedia menawan.

aku tidak perlu bersolek indah menambah seri

kerana hatiku sudah cukup berseri

aku tidak perlu meperindahkan lagi

tentang erti sebuah kebenaran

kerana kebenaran itu sudah tersedia indah menyerlah!

aku jua tidak perlukan lagi

manusia untuk menyampaikan rasa

kerana aku sudah punya Tuhan melimpahi jiwa.

kerna itu

aku yakin dan pasti

maksudku

hanya Tuhan mengerti

dan pasti Tuhan

tidak menyalahi janji

yakinku

pada takdir Ilahi

hanya Dia

yang memberi erti

hari-hari

pada diri

keep moving ..

also post lama,
huuhu.. rindu those spirits..
- posted 2 years ago.. during my first year..

Qurratul!

Please. don't lose hope

Please do not give up yet

NO!

NEVER!

Do not give up anyway

Dont fool yourself

Push yourself only with limit that you have

He knows deep from your heart

you keep on trying

keep on trying

keep on trying to believe in Him

you may deserved it

but keep in mind, life is all about LEARNING

learn more about yourself

learn more about the nature of this life

nothing can be easy

nothing can be unchallenging

you are learning

enjoy what you learn

for each moment

for each second in this life

you have such a beautiful life

keep in mind

why Allah created you at the very first place

indeed to serve Him

no matter how sucks your life might be

keep in mind that He always know

all those difficulties in your heart

all those struggles that you push for

and all those pain that you gain

Indeed He also watching over you always

keep in mind He always be fair

He always give the best for you

you deserve what the best for yourself

what the best for others doesnt mean the best for you

indeed He had created your life as He wish

and the only thing you need to do

RISE UP!

WAKE UP!

STRIVE!

SURVIVE!

Keep on believe in Him no matter what

Keep on believe in Him for any reason

Yet, life in this world indeed a temporary

Your best all you can give

and you are learning each day

as long as you are learning,

you are succeeding!

Keep on LEARNING.

learn this life

lesson from Him

lesson for yourself

to be appreciated

the most wonderful gift from God

which LIFE itself.

so, you have nothing to lose!

YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE, Q!

NOTHING!!!

Keep on MOVING

Keep on STRIVING

Keep on SURVIVING!

Though no one can go back

and make a brand new start,

anyone can start from now and and make a brand new ending!

-7hours to go before hand in essay POL108-

~_~

-_-

quran in heart ♥

I came across several blogs and I jump into one interesting and beautiful post.

I feel worth for sharing. 

Source: here

I am fascinated with such an amazing website. A guy dedicates himself to teach others Quranic Arabic to master and understand Quran for FREE. He gives so many tips, shares it on his blog and hoping that he could achieve his goal this year that 1000 muslims can learned Quranic Arabic.

But this time I wanted to share tips he wrotes on the blog about how to memorize quran easily. For students, this is really helpful. For those who has joined the workforce, we could still find our ways to follow the tips well.

This hifz technique was taught by the Algerian Shaykh Zakariya al-Siddiqi who teaches at the Institute of Human Sciences in France and is one of the foremost scholars of Quran today.

He memorised it by the age of 9 and dedicated his life to studying and teaching it, and he once told us the story of one of his friends. His friend was an engineering student, who was a ’Fresher’ about to embark on a 5 year degree. Let’s call him Ahmed…

Ahmed was an intelligent student who followed one of the oft-forgotten Sunnah’s of Success…

Quran Memorization Tip 1: Wake Up Early

He woke up earlier than most people. In fact, he woke up on time to get to the Mosque to pray Fajr every day. When he got home from the mosque, instead of busying himself with the internet or watching television, he spent the first few minutes of each day memorising the Quran.

Quran Memorization Tip 2: Each Day Memorise Less Than You Think You Can

Ahmed made a firm commitment to memorise the Quran, but instead of rushing in and trying to memorise one or two pages each day (like his friends who gave up before long), he confined himself to learning 5 lines per day.

This worked out to be about 20-30 minutes per day for him.

Quran Memorization Tip 3: Get Familiar First
In order to overcome the initial unfamiliarity with the new verses, he spent the first few minutes each day actually writing out the 5 lines of that day onto a small sheet of paper.

He spent the next few minutes reciting them over and over, and then attempted to memorise them.

Quran Memorization Tip 4: Keep Today’s Verses Close At Hand

As Ahmed went about his day, he often found that he had a few chunks of time – several minutes each. During these times, such as waiting for the bus, or waiting for a teacher to turn up to a class, Ahmed would try to remember the 5 lines from that morning.

To aid his memory, he kept the sheet that he wrote out that morning folded in his pocket, and would pull it out if he was struggling.

Quran Memorization Tip 5: Use What You Memorise In Every Single Salah

To further support his memory, every prayer he prayed that day, he would recite the same 5 verses of Quran that he learned that morning. In each aka’, he would alternate between the 5 lines from that day, and the 5-10 lines he learned the previous days. And remember…

Quran Memorization Tip 6: Keep Track Of Your Goal

With the Uthmani script of the Quran, there are exactly 15 lines per page. So, by the end of the week, Ahmed had not only memorised 2 whole pages of the Quran, but he had written them out in full, too… a very blessed act if ever there was one.

Quran Memorization Tip 7: Perfect Your Tajweed As You Go

On the weekend, Ahmed would visit a local scholar of Quran recitation, and would revise with him the 2 pages he had just memorised, and have a go at the 2 pages he would be working on the following week. This way, he was certain to learn the Quran with accurate tajweed and beautiful recitation.

There was one other secret to Ahmed’s success.

The Spiritual Secrets Of Successful Memorisation… 

Once a week, on a weekend evening (usually on a Friday night), Ahmed would wake up in the middle of the night, and pray Tahajjud. During his special Tahajjud prayer, Ahmed would recite the whole two pages he had learned that week, and consolidate them.

At this point, the Shaykh mentioned that perhaps one of the reasons so few people manage to wake up and do this special prayer, which is highly recommended by the Quran and by our beloved Prophet (saw), is that we don’t have anything to recite.

We have so little Quran memorised that there’s no fun or enjoyment in the challenge of waking up for Tahajjud, and we often find even the fard prayers a ’chore’ instead of a pleasure.

The Results…

You can imagine Ahmed’s excitement and feeling of achievement and success 3 months after he started, when he had memorised the entire 1st Juz!

It’s not just the feeling of success and empowerment that the Quran gave him, but also the deep connection with Allah (SWT) he felt every single day.

You can only imagine how proud he must have felt of himself, when upon graduation Ahmed not only received a 1st class degree in engineering (he was 3rd in his class), but he had also officially memorised the entire Quran. He was a hafidh.

Shaykh Zakariya pointed out a final lesson from this blessed brother.

The biggest achievement he made was not to memorise the Quran. The biggest achievement he made was to be deeply connected with the Quran every single day for 5 years.

That connection with Allah (SWT) is what made Ahmed so special. That deep link with the Creator is what keeps life in perspective and is what helped Ahmed to keep on track with the little weekly targets he set for himself.

One can only imagine what happened to Ahmed’s levels of personal fulfilment, Iman and taqwa, as he went back every single day to develop this ritual of ihsan (spiritual excellence). Each day he woke up for Fajr and wrote out another 5 lines of Quran, his self-esteem and self-confidence soared…

“Can the reward for excellence be anything other than excellence?” Surah Rahman (55: 60)

of motivation, goals and PASSION

bismillah.


terbaca post lama. posted about a two years ago. during my first year. subhanallah. how time flies so quickly!!


***
What makes me happy?

Just right I feel I can taste the knowledge, absorb it into my heart. ^__^ Alhamdulillah.

I just loved psychology!
I dunno why but everything seems interesting to me!

When I just read the textbook, I feel like I wanna share those interesting to the world.

Hey thats can be quite problematic. As I read few lines and feel it is indeed interesting fact or studies, I couldnt help myself to share it at fb.

Pity that I don't have high skill in organization.

Hmm.

what did I learnt?

After consult much things with my Prof, I feel so good to have talk with him. He always sounds great.

one word that I capture which I need to learn,

"LET GO"

and also, about self-knowledge.

If you not clear in what you want, you may never know the clear direction. You know yourself better than anyone else. The more you know yourself, the better you will be.

Attention.
You need to learn how to direct your attention towards your goal.

and your goal needs something that related to strong emotion.
what your goals really mean to you?
If goal that you set up not bring any meaning, that those goal might means nothing.

keep on increase the awareness. and keep on practicing on 'focus'. It's really need practices.

tamparan kalbu

astaghfirullahalazim
astaghfirullahalazim
astaghfirullahalazim...!

what  a shocking news that I received yesterday.
my own ***, someone that close to me, said she want to take off her hijab..
and another friend of mine told me something worst than that

OMG.. my own *** kotttt!!!!!

what does that mean to me?????

OMG..
how could this can happen?
What I've done so far throughout her difficult life???

I knew she has many other reasons but one of the thing when she said she not happy with islam, I feel like such a failure..

qu, engko belum baik lagi, kalau org sekeliling ko tak sama-sama baik.. tipu la ..nampak je mcm baik,  tapi kalau belum cukup membaikkan org lain belum lagi jadi baik

I feel soo bad. so so bad for myself. baru sekarang aku panik giler, terkelu tak terkata, n mula nak cari sources how to help her, to steadfast in islam. and I knew everything need to begin from fresh start. Giler shocking and panik. And truly disturbing. But, I have to have faith in Him.

I have to do something!!!!

I can't let people leave islam, because I do nothing much about it.
astaghfirullah..astaghfirullah..

ya Allah..
berita ni mmg buat jantung aku berdegup kencang n laju tahap 200km/h..
entah bila the last time jantung aku fastly beat.. (which is not a good sign)
buat aku tak senang duduk...

and I really afraid and I don't want it to happen.

How could someone thinking to leave islam when I am their ***mate?
ya Allah.. akhowat jenis apakah aku ni?????

astaghfirullahalazim!!!!

that shows that my existence is nothing.
my existence fail to jadi agen pembaikan, and make them stronger with islam.

astaghfirullah ..

ya Allah..

beri aku petunjuk..

I need Your help..

really please make them strong to be steadfast in Islam. 

grant them nur and understanding in the beauty of islam. 

make them happy with You and You are happy with them..

o Allah..
I beg you..

O Allah, warm her with Your mercy ...

p/s:  this is very emo post. and I knew se'emo' mana pun is useless, w/o +ve act.but  I knew I have to throw out the exploding feeling in me somewhere..

astaghfirullah..astaghfirullah..astaghfirullah..

Oh Snap!

bismillah

kata-kata member aku yang satu ni memang berbekas di hati

pedas tapii it is so true..

alkisah..

A : ko tolong jgn biarkan aku tido
F: oh itu tak jamin..
A: huhu..
F: sbb ko ni carefree sgt..
A: err..
F: betul tak?
A: hmm. tu ar..sometimes tu mmg tak dpt nak dinafikan..ak pun still figure out solution cane
F: ko ni patut cuba pk.. yg akan AFFECT life ko..
A: tu ar..
F: kalau cam aku, aku pk, nanti ak taknak menyusahkan makbapak aku,(n she mentioned other several others)
A: huhu.tu ar. ak ingat gak camtu kekadang. but sometimes lupa nak ingat camtu (dlm hati dh terfikir stg)
F: ain, kalau asyik nak kena peringatkan, matila. sampai mati susah hidup mcm tu..
A: TT___TT. (senyap terkelu tak terkata. sgt pedassss)


huhu.desis hati, 'u r wrong!! org beriman mmg la kena selalu ada peringatan..' but then, aku mengerti maksud mendalam si dia.

U can't be dependent to people anymore! you have to live by your own self-motivation. n yeah. in other way, i felt like she trying to say, grow up, Ain!!!

reminds me about being mature.
belajarlah untuk menjadi matang.

teringat aku ada tersebut sewaktu bulatan gembira haritu - waktu tadabbur tasfir al-fatihah, kita menjadi semakin matang bila kita not depend on people anymore and have more reliance in Him.

am I really carefree?
what makes me on that..?

muhAsabah kembali..mmg there is something wrong and I knew I really really have to fix it.

I got the answer from askar's sharing is caring..JZkk!

DnT satu produk yang tak pernah hilang dek zaman dan tempat.

Yang malang,Yang rugi,Yang binasa,Hanyalahmereka yang tidak jujur,mereka si pengambil kesempatan,mereka yang tidak mahu berusaha,
Adakah mereka ini kita?
Keluarlah dari perangkap syaitan ini.

Jom betulkan niat. Tafakur sebentar….Kita melangkah semula penuh yakin inshaALLAH.

I have to reset my mindset, priorities and the sense of purpose.

ya Tuhan,
diri ini terlalu banyak khilaf dan kekurangan
bantuin aku dalam meperbaiki setiap kekurangan dan kelemahan

Engkau yang Maha sempurna
sempurnakan diriku dengan akhlak yang mulia


Allahu musta'an

all-out

bismilah
hamasah ini yang Engkau kurniakan, kekalkanlah.

sometimes, I don't know how it feel to be all-out. Until today and yesterday, I realized that myself did nothing and I'm so focus, masha Allah I did not distracted even a minute, I not even look at time and did not realized how many hours had gone.  I'm totally in and doing it all-out. I realized that I'm all out just after I done and satisfied with what I begin and end it.

burning desire

Put a hardwork. Put the effort. Where you not put it off aside.
I don't know why. But I did it. The feeling is awesome. The feeling of "all-out".

I'm kind of person that easily easily distracted. My mind is busy with thoughts, random ideas, and my heart sometimes full with emotions. If it is exploded, someone surely will be affected.

Anyways, the feeling of all-out only Allah knows. Alhamdulillah.

I realized how focus am I, I think of nothing other than I want to put my best effort to make it happen!

Because it is so hard to get them,
because it is so hard to make them together
because it is so hard to let them listen
because it is so hard to have them stay 'open to receive'



I knew deep in my heart, this is my big dream. I remember how long did I wrote about my imagination and this dream to him. Only Allah knows. And this is the time to perform. Doing the best, and anything I could.

The feeling of  'memang dah takde masa lain dah'. And put it as part of my priorities, it is really amazing to see how my mind and body works together without knowing how to rest

betapa aku benar-benar mahu mereka merasai sentuhan tarbiyyah iti
betapa aku benar-benar mahu mereka turut sama menyedari hakikat dan realiti hidup ini
betapa aku benar-benar mahu mereka memahami amanah yang diberi Ilahi

ya Tuhan 

bukakan pintu hati mereka 

untuk menerima hidayah-Mu. 

bukakan jalan untuk mereka 

mendekati-Mu..

- sama ada  aku berkerja keras dan berusaha sepenuh tenaga menarik mereka bersama-sama denganku berlari ke syurga atau binaan jahiliyyah mereka akan mengheret aku ke neraka..

kurniakan aku cinta-Mu yang agung 

dan juga insan yang cinta kepada-Mu

ya Allah,
kumohon keikhlasan hati,
lillahi robbi

ku mohon mereka jua sama-sama turut mengikhlaskan hati,
kerana tiada erti segala amal ini tanpa ikhlas di hati.

Rabbku hanya menerima amalan mukhlisin!

of misery

bismillah.


Saat aku berjalan pulang dari kelas, aku terfikir sesuatu akan post-post lepas yang aku tulis suatu waktu dulu. Teringat kata-kataku, "the reason I wrote this is so that in the future I can look back and see how I went through the challenges"


Saban waktu, aku sedari masalahnya tak jauh beza. Dari tahun pertama, mahupun tahun ketiga. Mungkin aku belum pas-pas lagi ujian Allah kasi walau mungkin bentuk sedikit berbeza namun masih dalam nafas yang sama. Kalau lepas ujian Allah pun, akan tetap ada ujian lain sebab itulah lumrah kehidupan yang Allah dah ciptakan. 


Teringat aku akan kata-kata muallim south asian politic and society yang bunyinya lebih kurang begini, 


"If your goal to be a mother or a wife, you don't need a professional degree. If your goal to earn money, that you might want to consider to have a higher degree"


Aku pernah tulis, suatu ketika dulu,

Penting sangat ke nak ambik degree apa, major/minor apa, bidang apa? Nanti masuk kubur, bukan Allah tanya ko dulu kat dunia amik degree apa? Semua tu nanti tak berguna dah. 

Benar. Semua tu nanti memang tak memberi erti unless it is used as what and how Allah pleased. Degree apa, lulus universiti belum menjamin tiket ke syurga. Paling penting, what have you done with those knowledge and opportunity that Allah has given? Knowledge apa, pun tak sepenting dengan ada apa dengan knowledge tersebut. 


Aku berfikir jauh lagi mendalam.

Suatu masa aku keliru. Keliru dengan diri sendiri. Perlu masa untuk menghadam fikrah, mengimani sepenuh hati dan mendarah daging hingga ke urat sendi.


Baru-baru ini baru ku dapat  merasai dan memahami tempias basirah dari hamba Allah yang budiman. Berkongsi tentang matlamat hidupnya dalam jangka panjang dan jangka pendek. 


Aku kembali mahu memacu rentak.


Kerana D, aku perlu strong S. Perlu curahkan sepenuh hati, sepenuh tenaga. Kerana dengan S, biiznillah aku akan  dapat pertahankan D. Dengan peluang S, baru boleh dapat peluang D. 


Bayangkan saja pengalaman aku suatu ketika dulu, andai bukan izin Allah, tak mungkin aku berada di sini. 

dan bila memikirkan aku perlu sedaya upaya memperbaiki diri agar S tidak tercicir, agar S diambil berat, agar S tidak dicuaikan mahupun dipandang sebelah mata, maka aku menanamkan impian besar mahu mempertahankan, menyuburkan dan memperkasakan D di bumi T. membayangkan adik-adik yang bakal datang melanjutkan S selama beberapa tahun lagi. Siapa lagi yang mahu menggilap mereka?


Ummah yang mahu dibina. Fikrah yang mahu ditanam, Iman yang mahu disemai semuanya perlu dimulakan oleh seseorang. 


Teringat aku akan video trailer RIS, yang dahulu sejarahnya hanya dimulakan oleh beberapa orang graduan universiti yang mahu melihat perubahan dalam masyarakat. Lihatlah apa impaknya dan RIS kini sudah masuk tahun ke-10 dengan dihadiri puluhan ribu umat islam dari serata dunia! Tempat umat bertajmik. Masha Allah. Tercabar rasanya dengan keteguhan hati, ketabahan anak muda yang memulakan projek mereka 10 tahun dahulu. Itulah kuasa yang ada pada seorang pemuda. Andai dia benar-benar yakin, gunung pun boleh diruntuhkan!


Soal DST. Semua terangkum dalam satu. Merungkainya tidak mungkin kerana semuanya patut sebulu. Menterjemahkan ia sebagai alat, sangat perlukan pemahaman yang jernih, matlamat yang jelas.


Kadang-kadang aku risau dengan diri sendiri, apakah aku terlalu membelakangkan D? apakah aku benar aku mementingkan D? Kalau benar a believer, orang yang benar-benar beriman, seharusnya tidak berlaku penentangan.


Kadangkala keliru datang menjengah. Berundur ke belakang itu pantang terbesar bagiku. Pilihan yang ada, hanya perlu teruskan melangkah ke depan. Look backward but never walk backward.