hari demi hari

Dunia semakin membelakangi, akhirat semakin mendatangi. Jadilah kamu putera akhirat, berbanding putera dunia. Hari ini(di dunia), hari amal tanpa balasan, hari esok(di akhirat), hari balasan tanpa amal.

Pertahankan imanmu, sayang

kemanakah perginya bisa itu?

kamu seorang yang kuat, sayang.

jangan biar noda itu buat kamu hilang arah, hilang pedoman, hilang iman

kamu masih ada Dia untuk kembali

mungkin silap kita

mungkin dosa kita

mungkin sememangnya Dia mahu menguji kita

kerana kita mengaku kita beriman pada-Nya

pasti perlu ada buktinya

jangan biar yang kelam itu menenggelamkanmu, sayang

walau hari ada yang gelap

walau ada hari yang mendung

namun jangan biar ia selamanya luput sinarnya

kembalilah mencari cahaya

jangan biar imanmu goyah

walau dinoda serigala

walau apa jua yang melanda

pertahanankan imanmu

biar ia tetap kukuh

selagi Kau mengerti dan memahami

setiap yang berlaku hikmah dari-Nya

untuk buat kita lebih dekat pada-Nya

si kunang kunang

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260110

Gosh! I fall in love!

at one point, i think that, u dont really need to act superficial, and act like u r so super cool.

there was at one time i have my up and down time.

and as far as i realized, when the time i start feel down, even i dont really feel it very critical(but i say it much like very chronic ~gimik je lebey), I learnt something.

when the time it gets hard, just say it as it is. be true. u dont need to lie. be true that u are under pressure. be true that you feel hurt. be true that u feel this life so hard.

at the moment i just express what lies in my true heart, there are so much other heart that offer helps and u know what happen then? i feel the sense of belonging. feel that there are so many other people in this world that do really care about me. no matter whether he or she. that keep on telling me, to be strong, keep on telling me to push myself also one that telling me dont push too hard, all of them just because they care about me.

I found my life so much wonderful even I am stress, under pressure, feeling bad, and feeling down, but just as the time pass by and I'm passing the hard time, and when I reflect what I've done and what get into my wonderful life, it keep me smiling.

when I look back to those people, how sensitive they are to me. it means that I'm really exist in this world! isn't that cool? to feel that you really exist in this world. someone sense your existence. and you are not with them, they gonna miss u a lot! how the way they miss u? hehe. surely by showing their care.

feel being loved, being cared. masha Allah. how wonderful the feeling is. Thats what I'm enjoying right now. I start to feel so grateful with things that I have. Love to quote from su, my dear friend, please smile. you have so much reasons for you to smile to this world. good family, good friends. =)

indeed!

I may not even be as myself today without people surround me. I know Allah is the source of strength of everything, but one that makes me feel this life so wonderful is also having people surround me which also come from Allah.

well, at the end, come back to Allah right? for everything and anything it is. How so lovely to have these people in my life, therefore, how so I should feel so lovely to have ALLAH as my Lord, my love.

so sweet. I start to love Him more and more after He give me more and more. and indeed love is not expecting to gain something but to give in. and I want to apply this to my lover, too. I want to give more and more to Him more than others.

my obedience, my love, my sincerity, my effort, ALL FOR HIM.

as He always being too good for me.

How could I leave Him again and anymore?

How dare am I?

oh..i start to feel like I'm in love, dude.

the real and pure love.

masha Allah, subhanallah.

just at the moment I realize this, I feel He so so amazing. no wonder I should appreciate Him 5 times a day. In fact should be more than that!

He had give me so much things and He always keep giving me more and more. until at one point where I start to feel ashamed of myself as His love are unbeatable.

Oh Gosh. I LOVE HIM so Muchh!!

I want to love you, ALLAH

more than others

Love you with all my heart

love you sincerely

love you unconditional

love you purely

I wonder how you can love me until you dont not even care anymore to all my sins unless the sin of 'backstab'(syirik).

I have no idea how I have betray your love so much until at this point where I realize your love to me.

I am so blind

so blind until I dont even feel your love that are so true and pure

I am so blind

until I start to find the love that always make me frust

I am so blind

until I ignore all the love sign from You.

ya Allah

if this life I can't realized your love,

if in this life, I can't feel your love

how wasteful my life will be.

I wanna be in love with you forever and eva.

Be your lover and always be

Be your servant as a true servant

~Slave of love~

Aku Ingin MencintaiMu_edcoustic.mp3

found this lovely song.

~menjadi diriku~

by edcoustic.

Tak seperti bintang di langit
Tak seperti indah pelangi
Karena diriku bukanlah mereka
Ku apa adanya

Dan wajahku memang begini
Sikapku jelas tak sempurna
Ku akui ku bukanlah mereka
Ku apa adanya

*)
Menjadi diriku
Dengan segala kekurangan
Menjadi diriku
Atas kelebihanku.......

Terimalah aku
Seperti apa adanya
Aku hanya insan biasa
Ku pun tak sempurna

Tetap ku bangga
Atas apa yang ku punya
Setiap waktu ku nikmati
Anugerah hidup yang ku miliki

I am enjoying being myself right now.

Enjoying His LOVE

Alhamdulillah.

^_^

I wonder ...

Bismillah...

in life there are things just not going the way you think they will

there are always things that you can do and things that you are unable to do

things that you have so much passion and STRENGTH

and things that you need to find yourself, push yourself and build up the strength

i wonder

for some time

why should we 'waste' much time pushing ourself

to get the strength

instead of we actually already have those strength in ourself

in our real PASSION

indeed, this life would not end up just like we think

indeed, in this life there are so much other things that we may never discover

perhaps we had just close the chances get to know the chances

chances are, we never lose any chances as long we stil ALIVE.

alive in a way that our heart and spirit are alive.

no matter how hectic and eccentric this life is,

indeed the life itself is a gift.

a gift from God, to be appreciated.

if you 'fail' for now, thats not the end of the world

as to be real, there's no such a failure.

you are learning.

Everyday you are learning.

(thanks to Julia for saying this words to me)

learning throughout the journey.

and your journey of life just begin

at the moment you start to feel the 'failure'

as failure means you are doing something.

Something that maybe not enough for you to excel.

Indeed, in this life, nothing to be worried. no matter how sucks your life might be.

(i.e dropout, fail exams/course),.

you are the loser, if you don't have iman with you

- Sh. Muhammad Al-Shareef

Indeed, Allah has make this life for us to show EFFORT.

Thats all what is needed.

Not how much effort that be counted, indeed as long as it is AN EFFORT.

A SINCERE EFFORT.

Only to Allah we may rely on.

No matter how bad or how good we make the effort,

Allah already has prepared much things for us.

In the end, why should we worry much about this world?

Keep on thinking what has come to me lately,

reflecting and pondering, accessing the 'fear' ,

I made up myself to be fearless other than Allah.

Trying to make my fear only for Allah not the other things.

Life has nothing much to worry about.

As being told by our Prophet PBUH,

whether it is good or bad that come to us, there are always something good in it.

@everjihad: Maybe this Hadeeth can help:
Suhaib reported that Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) said: Strange are the ways of a believer for there is good in every affair of his and this is not the case with anyone else except in the case of a believer for if he has an occasion to feel delight, he thanks (God), thus there is a good for him in it, and if he gets into trouble and shows resignation (and endures it patiently), there is a good for him in it.

(Sahih Muslim, Bk 42, Number 7138)

(thanks a lot for the person that keep on telling me the same hadith over and over again.

The same person, the same hadith.Jazakallahukhoyr.)

Indeed this hadith really means to me.

Keeps on reminding me to keep on having a firm belief.

Significant enough to say,

indeed the only thing we need to do after we realized the mistake we did,

repent,

regret,

stop doing the same mistakes,

leave the sins

and try get better.

and indeed it's really mean to me

when my cousin once said to me,

as a true muslim,

in real we only have 2 choices.

Either you choose GOOD or BETTER.

bad will never accounted as one of the options.

Indeed, I agree with her.

I want to keep telling myself, I am a believer.

I have Him by my side no matter what happen in this world.

I know who I am. And He know who am I.

Deep inside me that will never ever able being judged by HUMAN.

Indeed only Him.

Therefore, again, I only should fear His judgement on me more than others.

May Allah make me firm and make me strong

for this upcoming days which each day really a turning point of my life.

Each day that will determine the next chapter of my life.

Each day that may bring me to other stages of life.

Only to Allah I leave the matter.

Indeed I am human that have so much weakness, imperfect, and has the limit.

With Him, I have nothing to worry.

Keep moving on.

you have such a beautiful life.

Leave the past behind.

You can't change what you have done in your past.

But as for now, you can only keep on trying.

Always.

Imagine if you could never feel PAIN

something interesting to share what I learnt in Psychology

Imagine that because of some accident you could never feel pain anymore. This would have clear advantages - after sporting activities you would never have sore, aching muscles, you would never suffer a head-ache again. However, there would be drawbacks - you would not notice that you had just burned your hand on the stove, or that you were stepping on glass with your bare feet. As a result, you might do more bodily damage by not withdrawing your hand from the stove, or by continuing to tread on the sharp glass. Pain warns your body that something is wrong, or that some type of damage is occurring. Without pain, your body will not respond as effectively when something detrimental is happening. Despite its warning function, pain can be aggravating. Therefore, our brain has a sort of central control system that determines whether a pain is useful in the given situation and should be felt, or whether the pain is not necessary and thus should not be felt. Many sports players, for example, do not feel pain from their injuries in the passion of the game, because they cannot use the pain at that moment. Not until the game is over do they feel the pain. Then the function of the pain surfaces (that is, learning to avoid the behavior that caused the pain in the first place).

your move!

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is an opportunity, capture it.

antara aku dan dia

masyaAllah.

kudus dan luhur

suci rabbani

mampukah aku bernafas dalam jiwa itu?

menghirup kasih yang abadi

dalam nafas jiwa hamba

dalam nafas jiwa kekasih yang sejati

dalam nafas cinta hakiki

redup, sayup, jauh membayang

antara dia dan aku

bezanya bukan pada waktu

antara dia dan aku

bezanya antara rindu

antara dia dan aku

bezanya pada transisi cinta yang kudus

saatnya aku tidak semulia dia

saatnya aku masih mencari Dia

saatnya aku belum mengenali Dia

ku perlu pemangkin menggapai cinta-Nya

ku perlukan sayap untuk terbang kepadaNya

juga hanya Dia

hanya kerana Dia..

Madison Avenue

Jumaat

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Home sweet home

NOtes that I jotted down. Sharing for benefit to anyone.

Yesterday, I went to a lecture about L + M by Shaykh Muhammad Al Shareef

Few things to ponder and here some brief insights that I able to jotted down.

How many people are you worth?

Certain people may worth to 10 people while some others might worth 1-1.

• Therefore choose person that worth 10 person.
• Man speaks with less word.
• make a wish and desire.

Be the role model!

Who are the role models for the boy that keep doing violence?

if the unmatured boy become man it may become unmatured husband and therefore society may messed up.

When the Prophet PBUH said, do not imitate other gender, it means what to be your own gender?

What does it mean to be a man?

Man supposedly having the manner for him to be a MAN.

• Leader from the back - leader from the front. Both are important.
• Be a man if you are not man enough.

If a man not able to attract a woman, he will degrade himself to gain attention like fall to pornography and get the excitement.

Be a leader to goodness.

YOU LEAD.

A myth about marriage.

"happily ever after"

Not true. Indeed, happiness need effort. You have to work for happiness . Build it up.

Looking somebody with strength and good character.

To work on bride of your dream, be like your dream.

Determine without asking.

If you marry someone that do not have the same value as you, your freedom of life will lost.

Somehow, life partner is someone that very similar to you.

Half angel - half angel.

Half demon - half demon.

Be like an angel and you will found an angel.

qualities of man.

1. strong
2. trustworthy
3. know the information - knowledge

"coolness of the eye"

In doa : Make us imam for the muttaqin - the believer.

Tips:

- Do you best in your place i.e be the top of the class

- You know what you capable of therefore push yourself to the front

You may able to be a great potential spouse.

- Keep habit on blogging.

- Raise your status

- Express your value

- Give speech and learn the art of delivering

- See someone respectful

A rijal that mentioned in quran

• one that always pray at masjid.
• not distracted from remember Allah
• do things for the sake of Allah

It's NOW to get more serious in life.

Put your foundation first.

The energy will speaks for itself.

also:

some insight during the Orphan Sponsorship Programme

- Keep doing iniative to make differences on other people's lives.

- Make a difrences on going basis.

- Continue mission starts from one

Ideas coming by in and out. ACKNOWELDGE IT.

Would you let the opportunity pass by?

No. I want to make a difference!

2 types of WHY

Abrahamic questions - is sincere and increase faith. He feels need to be address so that he may be more firm.

Satanic questions - reduce faith and arrogant

The best possible deeds are taking care orphans.

Fulfil the needs of other people will free you from hell fire.

The greates virtue - consistent.

If Allah open door to you, be consistent so that it will be fruited.

remember Allah in all state.

The most beloved action is consistency because it shows one do it with sincere heart and do it only for Allah.

Characteristics that free you from hell fire - helpin gother people distress and seek His pleasure.

What is in orphan?

- An opportunity to seek blessing from Allah

No person wealth will diminish to charity.

Charity is a clear proof that you believe in Hereafter as it is unimaginable rewards and this will lift up your iman.

See someone doing good, you should make a du'a for them as they has take the social responsibility. The have do the fardhu kifayah which save the society and you from doing it.

Therefore, make a du'a for them! May Allah bless him in Dunia and Akhirat.

Never Give Up in Life - A Truly Inspirational Video

you might get down
what are yo doing if you full down?
get back up!
sometimes in life when you full down
and you feel you don't have strength
do you think you have hope?
because telling you, I'm down here,
face down, I have no arms and no legs
It should be impossible for me to back up but it's not!
I will try 100 times to get back up
but if I fail, and I give up
do you think I'm gonna get up?No!
But if I fail, I try again, and again and again!
It is not the end. It is the matter how you gonna finish
are you gonna finish strong?
and you will find stregth to get back up.

dont worry,
be happy!^_^

Biarkan airmatamu mengalir, sayang ..

doa itu senjata mukmin

air mata itu bukti yang nyata

sememangnya kita manusia

jangan gusar, sayang ..

walau hidup tak seindah yang dirasa

hakikatnya inilah dunia

dalam derita ada bahagia

dalam tawar ada rianya

andai jiwa tidak mempersoal

akan takdir yang Maha Esa

walau pahit di dada

ketahuilah semua itu ada harganya

yakinlah mungkin itu yang terbaik

untuk kau lebih mengenali 'dunia'

setiap antara kita

punya tafsiran yang berbeza

saat yang kau lalui

tiada yang mampu menggantinya

namun dirimu insan terpilih

untuk menerima jalan yang dicipta

hadirkan hatimu pada Sang Pencipta

pasti dapat kau rasai hikmah terbesar dari-Nya

hakikatnya kehidupan kita

hanya berpaksi Dia

walau dimana kita berada

bukan tempat itu yang utama

hakikatnya segala datang dari Dia

percayalah sayang..

walau ada yang berada di rantau yang berbeza

belum tentu petunjuk dari Tuhan sampai kepadanya

bersyukurlah pada Dia

yang menunjuk kita jalan yang seharusnya

jua jalan yang sebenar-benarnya

jua hakikat kehidupan yang lebih nyata

itulah petunjuk pada jalan dari Dia

untuk kita kembali kepada Dia

untuk kita mengenali Dia

untuk kita mengaku kebesaran dan keagungan-Nya

biarkan air mata itu mengalir, sayang ..

hanya itu bukti kita

untuk dipersembahkan pada-Nya

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( kata-kata aku pada futuremurabbi suatu ketika ..)