A list to do in a long journey

Kuala Lumpur (GMT + 8:00) => Dubai (GMT + 4:00) => London (GMT + 1:00) => Toronto (GMT -4:00)

Estimated time taken to each stop:

Kuala Lumpur => Dubai (approx. 6 hours)
Transit wait for approx 6.5 hours

Dubai => London (approx. 8 hours)
Transit wait for approx 1.5 hours

London => Toronto (approx 8 hours)

Total time for flight => approx. 30 hours!(fuhh! what a long journey!)

pasted from wen feii's blog

Anyway, it will be so long journey.

here i have a list to do on plane and while waiting to boarding and depart

1. ZIKIR
well, it should be there no such thing of 'bored' in a life as a muslim or perfectly to say as a mukmin. what's difference between muslim and mukmin? Check out here. ciri-ciri mukmin. actually should be not much difference other than literally. beza dari segi bahasa je. but dari parktikalnya, a mukmin is always muslim.

so, i suggest to all my muslim friends, if you feel bored, keep on zikr. as it will ease your way. Reminder to myself too.

2. READ

I have few list of book to read while in flight. I don't know whether I have much time to finish it.

Hopefully, I can make it.

1. Al-Quran (not expect to finish it though!. just maybe have some recitation so that the journye will be blessed by ALLAH and everything will be easy.

my plan. firstly recite it - tilaway- then go in dept to the meaning.

2.Fikah Luar Negara [ finish up reading it. n maybe should take not and make some summary]

3. I am gifted so are you! (hopefully kak yang willing to allow me to bring this book. I really want it to boost back my 'mode')

4. Study smarter not harder.
- yeah. this one to swith back the 'relax' mode to study mode! Get prepare university life!

5. How to give a damn good speech! (must read i believe)

6. Pengalaman adalah guru terbaik
-maybe i just read some and try to connect it with my own life experience. I wish my laptop can stand for two hours. huhu

7. Kebangkitan
-a gift by ABIM to me. abg ju said to me, 'bacalah buku ni. bleh bagi semangat bila baca pasal palestin..'


yup. aku perlukan SEMANGAT untuk melangkah lebih jauh dalam medan perjuangan. tanpa semangat, nadi ini berdenyut namun jasad kaku minda lemah tak BERGERAK)

anyway, sambungan utk list to do

3. ENJOY MP3

my plan is to bring some lyrics of song and try to get in depts the meaning of the song. I have many songs in this laptop and going to transfer selected one to be heard while on plane.

mp3 that i would suggest
- surah2 lazim for sure
- ceramah2 that my friend and i had record it
- and also musics that sooth the soul like music that i love to hear is qasidah, selawat2, n one that cool listening. trying hard not to listen song with other genre as it will distract my iman

4. EAT

5. SLEEP

6. Playing games

- this is suggestion from Mr. Hanna my World History and Law teacher. He said the journey will be so long and boring. It is good if you have PSP and bring along.

I have no much games. but maybe i'll try download some like chess or scrabble to laptop and handphone.

7. Walking around

- i heard that you can walking around but it is not strongly recommended. maybe this will be the last option after every thing in the list not working to resist some boreness..


well, i believe that, if i manage to do all this, I am sure my journey will be meaningful. no time to feel bored! As we are a muslim, we have 'something to do' in this life as we are not living for nothing!

Their Wishes, My Wishes!

I received a lot of wishes from many people surround me. It means a lot if only and only if I want to mean it.

I want to compile it so that it stick in my 'memory stick' while I'm there to keep move foward and not backward. I should remember all the hope and which that needs me to carry on.

So here it goes...


I begin with nyai(grandmother in jawa a.k.a java) that ring me in few hours ago.

nanti kalau rasa tak sesuai dengan tempat baru, baca alfatihah banyak-banyak, 3 qul lepas tu ayat kursi. dalam perjalanan nanti banyak-banyak baca ayat kursi tau.

nanti, jangan cari jodoh orang luar negeri. nanti banyak masalah pulak. dah suka nanti susah la. yang sama-sama belajar takpe. ni nyai kasi ingat...nanti doakan nyai sihat yer. nanti boleh tengok adikqu konvo kat sana..

the only thing i respond, ''ye nyai...baikk..ha..betul tu..'' . ( dalam hati, macam ada hati nak kawen org arab..hoho. tapi sebaiknya tak yahla kot. indah khabar dari rupa. huhu)

then my dear liza called me.

last word from her that i can capture,

ha da dapat peluang ni gunakan sebaiknya. this is what you want before. you struggle for it. then use it. dulu kan ain bersemangat nak buat something kat sana. teruskanlah..

( lebey kurang camni la. not exact one. -_- cepat lupe!)

this morning, kak tiqa my naqibah called me. we talk a lot. about inspiration that i can take

eh takkan la nak duduk diam je kan? mestilah kena bergerak!

then when i told her about syarat khas by jpa and the high expectation to my academic progress while i'm there.

She reminds me back about Allah that can make everything. He the one that can make it easy and difficult. In fact, Allah knows the best for us.

teacher Yas,

amik peluang ni baca buku banyak2 kat sana..make sure that.

this morning - friday

anyah..

nah ni nanti bleh guna kat sana(pen, penel n lead staedtler) duit raya u in advance. mane tau kot i tak jumpa u lagi ke lepas ni. petang ni mungkin abg hafiz nak balik kedah. dah..

jaga diri baik2.."

rasa macam nak hug anyah kuat2.. huhu..malu tapi mahu..

tapi anyah pun nak lekas pegi keje.

hujung ayat tu suara anyah bergetar. i ok je mula2. tapi i tak buleh tgok org nangis. nt i pun ikut nangis same.

i dont feel like leaving. pergi bukan untuk meninggalkan mereka selamanya. pergi untuk merantau. tapi barangkali buleh jadi meninggalkan dunia ini selamanya.huhu.. patut insaf -_-

abah

nanti adik bawak buku tu(nasihat agama dan wasiat iman). hari2 bacalah satu muka. banyak peringatan ada dalam situ.

yai

nanti kena betul2, belajar bersungguh-sungguh belajar..

ye2..aku dengar yai cakap pun, memang betul-betul bersungguh-sungguh..

abah

adik kena buat betul-betul. ini adik pergi belajar pakai duit rakyat tau. orang bayar income tax semua termasuk gaji tax abah pun ada dalam tu. kerajaan dah labur banyak untuk adik belajar ...

huhu..amanah !

mama?

mama mungkin dah terlalu banyak 'sound' smp tak tercapture dah..

my aunty n uncles

cik lili and cik zul

nanti belajar betul-betul tau. jangan sedih-sedih.. nanti baik2 kat sana. dekat china town tu, kadang2 ada mafia. jaga-jaga. jangan jalan sorang-sorang. make sure keluar ada teman. jangan lalu tempat gelap. jangan guna shortcut. ye la..awak perempuan..kena jaga-jaga sikit..

cik man,

nanti u balik pastikan bawak balik first degree honours punya tau!.

cik lutfi,

Selamat Berpuasa. Semoga tabah menghadapi dugaan dan cabaran. I hope you have a safe journey to Canada. I wish you all the best in your studies at University of Toronto.

Ust. Yusri Ariffin, my guru from {1A- 5BS1}

Salam. hari ini moga qain selamat fly dan tiba di toronto canada, dan ust doakan qain selamat di sana, jangan lupa jaga solat dan aqidah islam. Jangan mudah terpengaruh dengan keadaan, bahkan kita yang sepatutnya menguasai keadaan. 'ITTAQILLAH HAISUMA KUNTI' ' KULLU SANATIN WA ANTI BIKHAIR'. Ada kesempatan info2lah pada ust.

Semoga Allah merahmati ust. sekeluarga! Amin ya robb..

~rindu bahasa arab, taranum n qiraat..~ ~_~

my anak murid, sazwani

Saya nak cakap selamat bulan puasa. terima kasih ustazah tapi saya sayangkan ustazah sayang sangat sangat tau. bye.

it is so amazing when someone love you much. I don't feel i did much thing to them. my kids..

now i can feel how amazed it feel when you have kids.

they are so innocent and their heart is pure. you can feel the sincerity from them. how i ardently love them so much. even i dont have kids yet it is good to feel like having it..

Mak Lang Sheila Damansara,

you need to work very hard. tak boleh main-main. you need to make sure you pass the score. you are very lucky. you need to upgrade the standard.
tunjukkan bangsa kita boleh naik.. prove it. kena concentrate betul2..

you must be a bright girl eh. dapat scholar.. belajar oversea..u mesti smart

Kak da, my cousin

Kak da ucapkan selamat jalan. Jaga diri baik-baik di tempat orang. Belajar sungguh-sungguh. Kak da percaya dikqu dapat tamatkan pengajian dengan cemerlang, insyaAllah.

Luv u.

Take care ok.

Kak wa, my cousin too

selamat berjaya kak wa ucapkan

Chu Odah

Jaga diri baik-baik di negeri orang!

Syafiqah Najib, icpu friend and usrah mate at-toriq

AIN:thanx for all those inspiring messages.i keep reading it evryday,you make my inbox full,i feel hard to remove it,haha..air canada tu still ade kat dpn mate.tau tak?dlm diri awak ade sifat ghulam yg kite blaja kat rumah 0912 dgn
sang murabbi tu.teruskan.

I know you’ll do the best, even better that what you’ve shown in ICPU.
I’m glad that I’ve found you all in my life.
You guys open my eyes, to see that life is about trying to be the best that we can reach.

Satisfactory is just a tiny small little word.

What we’re looking forward is “the best among the best”

Someone said to me “be ahead in everything you do.”

I’m glad that the phrase works.

It’s like the aim of the day, every time I open my eyes in every single day.

Even though, there is a sound in my head, “you’ll never reach it with such ability”

Just ignore that voice.

And you, you’re shining, impressive ability, determined, brilliant, influencing.

The word that I’ve never think before, but you all are introducing it to me.

“A leader”

And you’ve worked damn hard for it.

Finally,

You deserve for Canada.

Go! Tomorrow will be your day!

You got the wings to fly!

Plan the best for tomorrow, but live for today.

Be careful in every single step,

Coz you know,

Life is a drawing without an eraser.

Once it is done, it’s done, just proceed.

Maybe you’ll found the day when you’re not on the top.

Don’t worry coz it is just for a while.

Difficulties you got to face there will become the most precious thing in your life.

And because of that precious lesson,

I wish you the strength of all elements

Water to cool you down

Fire to burn your spirit

Air and wind to bring the inspiring news

Earth for you to live

And everything that Allah creates for you.

Remember,

Grateful is everything

We’re moving toward the same direction.

And I believe we’ll meet again at that point.

Selamat fly!!!

Thanks for the memories.

Jazakallah.

Send my regard to fall term once you arrived at Canada.

Irni from former school seri keramat..

igt lg la.. semoge selamat sume kat sane. jaga diri kat sane ye. moge jumpe ag. maap zahir batin.

zaharah, yang sama kelas dr sekolah rendah smp sekolah menengah!

salam. qurtl, da nak fly eh? gudluck tau! jage diri kat tempat orang. selamat jalan. slmt menyambut ramadhan dan rayu kat perantauan! :D

Anhar [3A- 5BS1]

Jaga solat. Jaga diri. Jaga iman. Jaga solat balik. hehe

yup. kalau kita jaga solat, solat tu akan jaga kita..

Dinie, my deskmate when in 2 Akmal

Nidie : come on .. balance la . try to be cool+study+jaga diri+jaga iman n
smua2 la... all in one!

Tn.Aminuddin - BTN

Saya yakin Ain can do it. Saya sentiasa doakan yang terbaik untuk Ain. Apa2 saya doakan selamat belajar dan jaga diri baik-baik di negeri orang.

Kak Ayu

Ain! selamat menempuh alam baru..semoga tsabat menyampaikan Risalah Allah dan membawa pulang Ijazah..kami semua takkan pernah melupakan mu..semoga Allah memilih korang untuk menjadi mus'ab bin umair di sana.. akak tunggu ain kembali ke malaysia ...

Kak Qila

belajar oversea ni kena jadi attentive. nanti kalau ada apa2 problem ke cannot depends on others.

qayyum bazilin

selamat belajar ain

senior

"try to prove your worth!"

"Something wrong with you"

"something wrong with you!"

really?
i guess so ...


but i don't know which part is the wrong one
which part need to repair but
somehow i feel like the whole one need a new HEART with the spirit of

my old time

a broken heart?
i don't know if this heart is broken.

somehow, i know i have broken other people's heart
if you read this, believe me i feel so bad. i feel that i am bad person.
(but i don't think you read this as i believe you have hate me much in your life)

i beg for His forgiveness for my own fault and 'blindness'. bad decision wrong action. after all, nothing much to blame other than myself.

for my entire life, hard for me to forget it. the bad thing in past that i did
and perhaps the hardest thing to let it go
but when we are desperate
sometimes we tends to run from it. maybe not we, it just ME.

no one knows how it feel
and i don't want to feel it more than i need to
until today, even almost nearly reach the end of four season but
i feel like it happen yesterday
just feel like yesterday
and now it has gone
and i need to try
learning to forget and move on
deep from my heart, i'm sorry to make your life like a disaster.
at that moment only He knows
and I believe that the best thing I can do after all

life is just like a drawing without an eraser
i can't erase it even i want it
the only thing is, to take a look and make it better
i can't adjust it the way i want it
to have a change in future that can I have
by today's attitude, action and perception.

i feel like crapping a lot.
sometimes, it just that i want to be heard
even i crapping so much.

however, i hope i'm not make it to a big deal
as it wont give much benefit to most people
including me?

somthing wrong with you.

what the 'something wrong' one?

maybe at one time, i realize it but then i just ignore it. and when it comes to you, i don't know which part in me that i need to start warming it up again. the only thing i know is SPIRIT>

the spirit that I lack of.

the spirit of STRUGGLE.

the old and REAL me that I've lost it for sometime.

As I have pay for it

aduhh..dilema betul r
residence oh residence..
duit da bayar.
nak tunggu tak nak tunggu?
i'm the one that goin to face it not others
can't i make my own decision?
coz i'm the one that goin to live in with that choice

i knew i need to refer my parent
and believe me they will think about money
money that I have paid

and because of money i am stuck!

i knew it cost a lot. almost a thousand(if in ringgit)
its not a cheap one. bukan satu dua ringgit
but to value back

life there is not like here
i need at least someone that i can refer to
i believe to live with a senior can be a good thing
as experience is so worth it

how could I choose and make a decision in less than 24 hours
between me and my parents
between me and my life
between me and MONEY!

I can just proceed without considering money
but it's hard to proceed when my parent not favor it
i'm like 'divideable'..

thinking again, my value not on money
one thing that i can sure to have it
at least if i can be with the senior
i already sure i will live with a muslim
and can pray jemaah with her
that's good enough for me.

Talking to mama, she asked me to wait for the residence.
Talking to my sis, the same thing it goes. she said, since I have pay for it.
Talking to abah? I sure he will said the same thing.

and the money is non-refundable.
if it is refundable, then it will not be a problem.

yet, still bothering me to make a decision

ya Allah..please help me to help myself ~_~

*******
1400PM

ikut je la cakap mama
walau kehendak aku berbeza
tapi mungkin ada keberkatan bila ada restu
supaya nanti hati pun tak bercelaru
i don't know what can be in future
so much uncertain things
but I have to believe that there must be a hikmah
why Allah put me in this situation
why Allah give me this PROBLEM
testing my inward


being a waiter
i always used to be a waiter
i'm going to wait for something better
may the BEST will be mine
as I have 'pay' for it

amin.

***************

baru lepas cakap dengan mama n baru lepas solat. mama suruh tunggu. aku cakap, ada kebarangkalian dia campak bagi tempat jauh sebab sekarang tempat kat vic dah penuh. mama cakap, "mana tau kalau ada rezeki. ada orang nak keluar ke.."bila mama cakap macam tu, ingatkan aku macam suatu situasi dulu. izlina dulu pun cakap kat aku macam tu masa aku belum dapat fly. Dia kata, "kalau ada rezeki, adela..". cair aku dengar. huhu. sepatah tu je cukup buat jantung aku bergetar seketika. mengingatkan aku untuk berpegang, bergantunglah dekat Dia. sebab Dia yang pegang segala-galanya. baiklah.

Have FAITH in Him!

benda nampak small matter. just either yes and no. and you can't choose to be in between. when it come to choose it. so much things should be consider. sampai kadang2 terlupa untuk letakkan setinggi pengharapan pada Dia. itulah namanya ujian..

by having faith in Him, I believe He will give the best for me. Thinking to get the best thing from Him, and have the best .

Dirimu begitu berharga. What can I do?

Dirimu adalah aset.
Asetku untuk melaksanakan tugas dakwah itu dengan lebih gencar
Andai kau tahu ..



As day by day, our beloved land, Malaysia become chronic and worse with the popular disease which is Influenza A a.k.a H1N1. Therefore, here I would like to share a post regarding that for us to take precaution step as prevention is better than cure.

What can I do to protect myself from catching influenza A(H1N1)?

The main route of transmission of the new influenza A(H1N1) virus seems to be similar to seasonal influenza, via droplets that are expelled by speaking, sneezing or coughing. You can prevent getting infected by avoiding close contact with people who show influenza-like symptoms (trying to maintain a distance of about 1 metre if possible) and taking the following measures:

* avoid touching your mouth and nose;
* clean hands thoroughly with soap and water, or cleanse them with an alcohol-based hand rub on a regular basis (especially if touching the mouth and nose, or surfaces that are potentially contaminated);
* avoid close contact with people who might be ill;
* reduce the time spent in crowded settings if possible;
* improve airflow in your living space by opening windows;
* practise good health habits including adequate sleep, eating nutritious food, and keeping physically active.:

My suggestion

• As a muslim, pray a lot that Allah will protect us from this disease.

A doa that we can practice - which I took it from ratib al-attas which is a type of zikr collection.

Yaa Latif-an lam yazal
Ultuf binaa feemaa nazal
Innaka Latif-un lam tazal
Ultuf binaa wa'l Muslimin
(3 times)

O One Who is Most Kind,
Who never ceases to be kind,
Be kind to us in what befalls us,
You are indeed the Most Kind
Who never ceases to be kind,
Be kind to us and all the Muslims.

Malay:
Wahai Tuhan yang senantiasa berlemah lembut, lemah lembutlah terhadap kami dari segala apa yang turun dari(balak dan wabak), sesungguhnya Engkau senantiasa berlemah lembut. Berlembah lembutlah terhadap kami dan kaum muslimin.

Another Doa:

Aslahallāhu umūra’l Muslimīn
Sarafallāhu sharra’l mu’dhīn

May Allāh improve the affairs of the Muslims,
may Allāh turn away the evil of the harmful.

Thats are do'a that I can share.

What about using a mask? What does WHO recommend?

If you are not sick you do not have to wear a mask.

If you are caring for a sick person, you can wear a mask when you are in close contact with the ill person and dispose of it immediately after contact, and cleanse your hands thoroughly afterwards.

If you are sick and must travel or be around others, cover your mouth and nose.

Using a mask correctly in all situations is essential.
Incorrect use actually increases the chance of spreading infection.

How do I know if I have influenza A(H1N1)?

You will not be able to tell the difference between seasonal flu and influenza A(H1N1) without medical help. Typical symptoms to watch for are similar to seasonal viruses and include fever, cough, headache, body aches, sore throat and runny nose. Only your medical practitioner and local health authority can confirm a case of influenza A(H1N1).

What should I do if I think I have the illness?

If you feel unwell, have high fever, cough or sore throat:

* stay at home and keep away from work, school or crowds;
* rest and take plenty of fluids;
* cover your nose and mouth when coughing and sneezing and, if using tissues, make sure you dispose of them carefully. Clean your hands immediately after with soap and water or cleanse them with an alcohol-based hand rub;
* if you do not have a tissue close by when you cough or sneeze, cover your mouth as much as possible with the crook of your elbow;
* use a mask to help you contain the spread of droplets when you are around others, but be sure to do so correctly;
* inform family and friends about your illness and try to avoid contact with other people;
* If possible, contact a health professional before traveling to a health facility to discuss whether a medical examination is necessary.

Should I take an antiviral now just in case I catch the new virus?

No. You should only take an antiviral, such as oseltamivir or zanamivir, if your health care provider advises you to do so. Individuals should not buy medicines to prevent or fight this new influenza without a prescription, and they should exercise caution in buying antivirals over the Internet.

What about breastfeeding? Should I stop if I am ill?

No, not unless your health care provider advises it. Studies on other influenza infections show that breastfeeding is most likely protective for babies - it passes on helpful maternal immunities and lowers the risk of respiratory disease. Breastfeeding provides the best overall nutrition for babies and increases their defense factors to fight illness.

When should someone seek medical care?

A person should seek medical care if they experience:

1. shortness of breath or difficulty breathing, or
2. if a fever continues more than three days.

For parents with a young child who is ill, seek medical care if a child has fast or labored breathing, continuing fever or convulsions (seizures).

* Supportive care at home
- by resting,
* drinking plenty of fluids and
* using a pain reliever for aches - is adequate for recovery in most cases. (A non-aspirin pain reliever should be used by children and young adults because of the risk of Reye's syndrome.)

Should I go to work if I have the flu but am feeling OK?

No. Whether you have influenza A(H1N1) or a seasonal influenza, you should stay home and away from work through the duration of your symptoms. This is a precaution that can protect your work colleagues and others.
Can I travel?

If you are feeling unwell or have symptoms of influenza, you should not travel. If you have any doubts about your health, you should check with your health care provider.

Jangan takut!
wa man yu'min Billahi laa khawfun 'alaih.
Barangsiapa beriman kepada Allah. Tiada ketakutan atas dirinya.

p/s:most information source from WHO website.
But some of it I add up by myself.

Should I know the reason?

Nothing should be shame in doing the right thing

I feel shame.
supposedly I shouldn't
maybe inside me still in the dark of moonlight

the white rose ..
that going to blossom in time

am I too brave?

I still keep the flower in my hand
and the flower shouldn't be touched

maybe I should keep the flower in the garden
till the wind come and spread the smell

stop playing with feeling
stop playing with the card

because the game is over
but even it is over,
I believe beside the word,
it is a comma not a fullstop

Your Choice is Yours

Sometimes we want it but we can't have it
Sometimes we can have it but we just don't want it at the moment
Sometimes life is so much 'complicating'

between we 'WANT' it, 'DO' it and 'HAVE' it..

Be
Do
Have ..

it is not easy as it is.

Life will never satisfy until we feel satisfy with life.
Life will never enough for us until we feel enough with the life we live in.

I pray that Allah give me the best for my life. As I want to try my best to please Him.

No matter what, the choice you make won't hold me back.